@BEGIN February 11th, 2019
Written Source Origin:
34掳09'03.7"North 117掳18'40.1"West
San Bernardino, California, USA, Planet Earth ,,,,,
Great Reasons Us Will Unite Peace
From:
James Martin Driskill, A Concerned Citizen Of The United States Of
America and an affected Individual As A Person Living With /AIDS
Since September 1999 With An Aids Symptomatic Diagnosis With An Initial
T-cell Count of 156. An Almost 20 Years Continuous Presence Plight From
Hate from the leaderships source of the HIV Leadership Directors
---
The Indentified Source Hater Collective
Elites!! It is Not Me For Sure. It is definately you
and them that must change.
To
the administration leadership directors and donation funders of
contributors of the Colorado Health Network aka Denver Colorado Aids
Project, Rocky Mountain Cares in Denver Colorado, Desert Aids Project in
Palm Springs California Regional Service Area, Cascade Aids Project of
the Portland Service area and of course returned concern and care
of my very hometown of San Bernardino where it is now an infamously
known place that you hold operations of the Foothill Aids Project in the
Inland Empire regional service area in 2019.
Further,
that multitude of other coveralls to every single Ryan White Care Act
Funded social service agencies totality across our entire nation and the
governmental administration oversight in the
hiv.gov,
hrsa.gov, and the Hiv Aids Caucus of Congress committee.
Now
is the time to pay attention, open your ears to listen, open your eyes
to see, and open your minds to relate to this message that is directly
relevant for you and to you now. This is not a request but a
demand for these words from me for you to get up if you are laying down
sleeping and pay attention to it's meaning.
Get
a clue, there is no more time for delay. There are no more
excuses that you can possibly put nuisance against yourself and respect
of your silence holding to NOT BE PAYING ATTENTION TO THESE MEANINGS!
Don't
insult my intelligence and embarrass yourself by telling me yesterday,
now today, or any future new day that there is not a conspiracy here
that you all have been following to a reverence holy allegiance to the
hate that is made in your wake.
Who
do you pay homage to? Who preaches or reverends your guidance to
create this outrageous dealing in our social order of ways?
What
is his individual name? Out him to the behind the scenes
conspiracy of secrets. Tell me his or her name or names.
I demand it, I demand it, I demand it now or fuck you and burn in
the hell of all hells to the end of all infinite days, flames, fire,
brimstone, gore and guts will be your dealings when you finally succumb
to die a glorious death and depart this planet earth for the very last
time.
Your
flames are a calling you to rot in slime, time, and it may just be this
rhyme that you can't find a dime to pay the ferryman to abort the river
Styx, you will never have anything to carry yourself back to this other
side. You will have shit stuck to your face that has been put
there with the permanence of epoxy and you can't ever get it off, erase
it, or make it smell any nicer than the human feces of shit that you
keep wiping on you and your associate's faces. It is there for
anyone and everyone to see you fall from grace will be your social
services case that there will be no clean up in aisle #5. You take
a dive and did not survive. You better be planning a time never-ending
stay in hell for what you defend here. It would be better to turn around
now before it is hella too late.
I
DEMAND TO KNOW THE NAME OF MY ADVERSARY WHO IS SO COWARD TO HAVE HIS
FLOCK OF FOLLOWERS TO DO HIS EVIL BIDDING --- YOU ARE NOT FREE.
YOU ARE JUST SLAVES TO YOUR PREDICTABILITY.
define: fear
define: scary
define: malice
define: nonfeasance
define turpitude.
It
can't be sequestered, can't be challenged, can't be told and said,
can't be released, can't be undone, can't be made whole and right, and
can't halt or stop it or bust it out to become nullified to a state of
proper order of creative making days.
No,
we can't do that because of your obstinate and offense of privilege
that you seem to reek your rights of passage through this stray of time
to rightfully you say to just look down and out, twisted to be blocking
out the brightness light -- your darkening it to the blackest of all
blacks that you are actually putting on a black face of identity masking
and won't get out of the fucking way. You replace racial black
African American empowerment validity by this evil black invalid voids
that you can't, you can't hold, you can't retain this mold, it is not
going to hold the batter of matter anymore.
Your's
fucked up human way is out permeating our county by county resources
which usually has no political clout to place funding into the losses
crosses and mosses of overruns on the expenses spreadsheet for there is
definitely an endless and bottomless pit that has no reckoning of a
bottom line of any kind.
.
Reck路on路ing
reckoning
/藞rek(蓹)ning
noun
The action or process of calculating or estimating something.
"last year was not, by any reckoning, a particularly good one"
synonyms: calculation, estimation, computation, working out, summation, counting; more a person's view, opinion, or judgment.
"by ancient reckoning, bacteria are plants"
synonyms: opinion, view, judgment, evaluation, way of thinking, estimate, estimation, appraisal,
consideration "by her reckoning, it was high time her luck changed"
archaic a bill or account, or its settlement.
Plural noun: reckonings
Instead
of that right bearing course, you hold a dark evil twisted devil of a
hand of cards covered by deception to a limitless pit of darkness muck,
yuck to have no limit on evil pounding stop me, stop me, stop me before
it is too fucking late.
Words,
thoughts, ideas, plans, means, and ways and memes and memetics go on
your offense and defensive posturing of deaf minds and deaf eyes and
blind eyes and blind brains of any common rational thinking senses. You
all are stuck in a gutter muck and it is collapsing right before
yourself and you will not get out of the scheme to get out of the way of
the collapsing walls, you will die first before you make it known you
have moral guidance after all and won't let it take you down when
it crashes and burns and kills every lifeforce person that is standing
in the fucking way of progress to fix it, mend it, bend it, break it,
rust it, dust it, or take a sledgehammer and smash it to
smithereens.
That one
can, would, should or could just blasts through these invisible
railings of the hate paradigm bias, bigotry, racism, annihilation of
government-sponsored hate level tier paradoxes paradigms of such an
unspeakable invisible interface carriers forward to our breakage,
dissemination and dismissal of our naturalized citizen inalienable civil
and societal rights bestowed upon us from our country's year 1776
foundation since the declaration of independence.
This
said is of our collective liberty, justice, steadfast freedoms, and its
illusion that you hide the bleak standing continued that it is or was
or can be or will be within the reach of any collective, group,
organization, or pass time interest to the pursuits of happiness by one,
by one plus one, by one plus a few, by a few pluses more, or a majority
class of a implied observation moral class of moral responsibility to
protect pursuits of any kind of a collective wealth building, health
maintaining and standing way. These obstacles bears our individual and
collective community death instead of life thriving long everlasting to
old age and retired disease.
We
have the right to live not to die from your extreme incompetence, your
liability of gross negligence, and outright plain and simply identified
and weighed here your asinine stupidity.
.
Ob路sti路nate
obstinate
/藞盲bst蓹n蓹t/
adjective
stubbornly refusing to change one's opinion or chosen course of action, despite attempts to persuade one to do so.
Synonyms:
stubborn, headstrong, willful, unyielding, inflexible, unbending,
intransigent, intractable, obdurate, mulish, stubborn as a mule,
pigheaded, bull-headed, self-willed, strong-minded, strong-willed,
contrary, perverse, recalcitrant, refractory, uncooperative,
unmanageable, cross-grained, stiff-necked, stiff, rigid, steely,
iron-willed, uncompromising, implacable, relentless, unrelenting,
unpersuadable, immovable, unmalleable, unshakeable, inexorable, with
one's toes/feet dug in, persistent, persevering, tenacious,
pertinacious, dogged, single-minded, adamant, firm, steadfast,
determined; more (of an unwelcome phenomenon or situation) very
difficult to change or overcome.
"the obstinate problem of unemployment".
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fear
Dictionary result for fear
/藞fir/
noun
1.
an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.
"he is prey to irrational fears"
synonyms: terror, fright, fearfulness, horror, alarm, panic, agitation, trepidation, dread, consternation, dismay, distress;
verb
1.
be afraid of (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous, painful, or threatening.
"farmers fear that they will lose business"
synonyms: be
afraid of, be fearful of, be scared of, be apprehensive of, dread, live
in fear of, go in terror of, be terrified of, be terrified by, cower
before, tremble before, cringe from, shrink from, flinch from; be
anxious about, worry about, panic about, feel consternation about, have
forebodings about, feel apprehensive about; informalbe in a blue funk
about
"I feared the bullies who taunted me"
have a phobia about, have a horror of, have a dread of, shudder at, take fright at
"he fears heights and open spaces"
.
scar路y
scary
/藞sker膿/
adjectiveINFORMAL
frightening; causing fear.
"a scary movie"
synonyms: frightening,
scaring, hair-raising, terrifying, petrifying, spine-chilling,
blood-curdling, chilling, horrifying, alarming, appalling, daunting,
formidable, fearsome, nerve-racking, unnerving;
uncannily striking or surprising.
"it was scary the way they bonded with each other"
.
mal路ice
malice
/藞mal蓹s/
noun
the intention or desire to do evil; ill will.
"I bear no malice toward anybody"
synonyms: spitefulness,
spite, malevolence, maliciousness, animosity, hostility, ill will, ill
feeling, hatred, hate, bitterness, venom, vindictiveness, vengefulness,
revenge, malignity, malignance, evil intentions, animus, enmity,
devilment, devilry, bad blood, backbiting, gall, rancor, spleen,
grudge;
LAW
wrongful intention, especially as increasing the guilt of certain offenses.
.
non路fea路sance
nonfeasance
/n盲n藞f膿z蓹ns/
nounLAW
failure to perform an act that is required by law.
.
tur路pi路tude
turpitude
/藞t蓹rp蓹藢t(y)o蜑od/
nounFORMAL
depravity; wickedness.
"acts of moral turpitude"
synonyms: wickedness,
immorality, depravity, corruption, corruptness, vice, degeneracy, evil,
baseness, iniquity, sinfulness, vileness; rarenefariousness,
flagitiousness
"acts of moral turpitude"
.
What say you? How do you respond to a response of responsibility to the meaning of these words?
These words were written February 11th, 2019 and demand your attention if not for the offense that could be said
is
made if you dare to file a complaint to the magistrate of a court
process of such said offense or harassment against the creator of this
passage today.
You can not pass these words by and just forget them and carry on with your day. They are words designed
in memetic intelligence to not be able to be lost to a forgotten memory.
These
words that are a fire blazing to etch and scar them into the structures
of your mind and the moral agency and moral responsibility of the meme
to meme exchange technology of scientific understanding.
This technology puts these written words onto a page that you read and demands
the force of sound brilliance vibrations to form sounds that hit your ears and blare and clear and blow out
the blockage in your eardrums that is so dangerous to hold this blockage against the community,
This structure of words is for your healing heart to bare ear wise to create your day to never be able to say,
I dunno --- dah --- dumbfounded to find a response of words to reply..
I don't know why --- but
I , I , I , I certainly am not stealing the show of glory anymore,
I am showing myself to be a forevermore dunce,.
Really? Silence? That Silence Demands To Be Disturbed.
Your silence in these matters gives me the consent to publish with individual names shining.
You all need to be out cased, out cursed, out coursed, out masked,
and carried away into embarrassment from all of the masses.
The opportunity of forgiveness is bestowed upon you
--- if only --- and only if you hold a guilty path of remorse,
confession, and repentance. and fill in the hate voids
with the deliverance of love heart to be the ends
of a new social order standard of virtue for adaptive
thinking and inset action of social correctiveness.
We must --- we can't say no -- I can't say no. You can't say no.
You can't beg mercy to silence the need. no, you can't stay
there to a deafening silence to do and say and proclaim no
you will not go and come into your duty willingly.
You will fight scratch and claw your way of holding
a secret to your dying breath --- never to say
Yes, release me from this burden of hate, please.
Yes is yes and its opposite showing light is
no , no , no , no , no , no , no , no , no
upchucked --- intolerable, unacceptable,
I demand you to know why and to do why
you must change. I demand your participation!
.
For anything less than of the Afrincan Adinkra Symbol
meaning of Nsaa of excellence of authenticity,
genuineness is a patchwork
of failures that can't be said no, not at
this level of this over the edge of truth
and the consequences.
The community of Unity Deserves Much Much better
than this ----
You can't decline my invite here.
You can go on without your role,
leadership, dealings, and readings,
you can't lie your self a way around the
never baring bracing corner of your
obligations here to hold yourself
head high strong and wise and
shine out the dark forever more.
If you attempt to hold the dark of hate,
I will pursue legal means to oust
your control hold powers here,
because you are not an expert
at health, but skillful at dealings
within a system of hate.
Not on my watch. Burn in hell if you must!
Resign from your job position.
Terminations of your jobs and
hold of tenure. Resign your
job position and Quit.
Do not pass Go. Do Not
Collect that $100 of your
retirement pensions.
Move aside, perhaps go directly to jail.
Get out of the fucking way so that
someone else can brave the courage
factors that you are cowardly to take the reigns
and do something great, grand, correct, and right
for a fucking change.
Please Mercy Mercy Mercy
Go Fucking Away...
Or Unite a Peace Building
Reconciliation and empowerment of
#Mpatapo into your focus of reality.
Do it now or never say it was not within
your reach but you did not listen.... and
you deserve your fall from grace.
You deserve your calling fate.
Good Fucked Up Human Bye.
Find Yourself Passing By,
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Delivered By Makta Pond, or watch it at
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The future of moral truth and responsibility is here ---
time for you to pay attention and get on board
and change.
Skip Marley
"Lions".
Some said "never" but the never done come,
Yeah, and took our trust.
Hate's been winning, but the lovers ain't done,
Yeah, not on my watch.
Yeah, if ya took all my rights away,
Yeah, if ya tellin' me how to pray,
Yeah, if ya won't let us demonstrate,
Yeah, you're wrong.
Yeah, if ya thinking I don't belong,
Yeah, if ya hiding behind a gun,
Yeah, if ya hoping we're gonna run,
Ya wrong.
We are the lions, we are the chosen,
We gonna shine out the dark,
We are the movement, this generation,
You better know who we are, who we are.
Yeah, if I.
Some said "fire" when the fire was ice,
No, and sold a lie,
Some may buy it, I'm not paying the price,
No, not in this life,
Yeah, if ya took all my rights away,
Yeah, if ya tellin' me how to pray,
Yeah, if ya won't let us demonstrate,
Yeah, you're wrong,
Yeah, if ya thinking I don't belong,
Yeah, if ya hiding behind a gun,
Yeah, if ya hoping we're gonna wrong,
Ya wrong,
We are the lions, we are the chosen,
We gonna shine out the dark,
We are the movement, this generation,
You better know who we are, who we are,
Deep down in everyone, there's a little fire,
Let me get higher, I'll fuel the fire,
Already high up, I'll take you higher,
Real conga nyah, girls admire, well,
Living, we growing with pride,
All of the lions, we strive,
Working so hard to unite,
United, we tired of lies, tired of lies,
We are the lions, we are the chosen,
We gonna shine out the dark,
We are the movement, this generation,
You better know who we are,
We are the lions, we are the chosen,
We gonna shine out the dark,
We are the movement, this generation,
You better know who we are,
Yeah, you know that some said "never" but the never done come,
We gonna shine out the dark,
Oh, they know that hate's been winning, but the lovers ain't done,
You better know who we are,
Yeah, if I.
Writer(s): -
ILYA, SAVAN HARISH KOTECHA, SKIP MARLEY, SKIP MARLEY MINTO
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Introduction To Standard V5N1 By Marlon Riggs,
INTRODUCTION TO STANDARDS: V5N1,
by Marlon Riggs,
Americans
have always been more and at the same time less than what we pretended.
With the quickening approach of the twenty-first century, greater
numbers of us are giving testament to this inescapable fact, challenging
the cozy myths by which America has been ritually defined. Who are we?
Who are we becoming? Who and what have we been? In the next century, can
we even continue to speak (could we ever?) of a collective "we"? For
the longest, of course, these questions had simple answers.
America
was white. America was male. America was heterosexual. America was
Christian. America, above all, was a melting pot into which diverse
cultural communities gleefully descended to achieve the social and
ideological transformation necessary for inclusion within the American
Dream. That many of us--marginalized and oftentimes invisible Americans
of African, Asian, Latino and Native descent, as well as women and the
working poor--never quite melted and metamorphosized according to this
traditional prescription for social progress, hardly mattered. The great
distance between the Dream and our actual lives was not due to any
fault in the Dream: the defect was in us. The Dream thus survived
intact, its seductive power sustained by America's stubborn refusal to
look too closely at the hidden but terrible costs of "the good life" and
at who actually could--much less wanted to--afford it.
The
sixties, of course, spotlighted the complex oppressive regime of
thought, politics and culture which underlay the myth of America. For
the first time in U.S. history, the ideological fabric of white
heterosexual patriarchy was exposed for the life-constricting
straightjacket it had always been. Despite conservative attempts during
subsequent years at repair, the old social fabric has been steadily
unraveling. Thus we have arrived at this present moment, wherein a
nation historically averse to serious introspection now exhibits--in its
politics and popular media as well as its universities--an almost
obsessive reflexive preoccupation with our national identity.
To
be expected, much of the current debate is simply a re-hash of old
opinion--an attempt to forcefully rebut and undercut the de-centering
politics of radical multiculturalism (i.e., the kind of multiculturalism
where difference actually makes a differ-ence). Bring back the melting
pot. Restore "traditional values." Re-institute prayer in schools.
Preserve the primacy of Western civilization (the only one that matters
anyway). And not least, protect that critical bedrock of American
greatness, "the American family": such pronouncements reveal an intense,
even pathological desire to perpetuate a thoroughly obsolete myth of
America, and through this, a repressively orthodox system of
sociocultural entitlement.
While
the ideas of conservative/fundamentalist America are hardly new, the
typically strident pitch with which such ideas are now being argued
betrays how acutely anxious many conservatives have come to feel, due to
both real and anticipitated loss of privilege and power. What is more,
arch-conservative rhetoric--as should be evident to anyone watching our
presidential elections for the past quarter century--has found a certain
public resonance. Difference, in the traditionalist outlook, has been
regressively equated with disunity; and disunity with profound social
chaos and collapse. Just as nature abhors a vacuum, so, it seems, do
many Americans with regard to the social-political myths by which they
organize and make sense of their lives. Even a fundamentally flawed,
repressive, inequitable social order seems to many better than none at
all. A clear imperative thus confronts American progressives--that
intricate (and frequently fragile) web of communities comprised of
people of color, feminists, gays and lesbians, the poor and working
class, as well as ethnic whites who value ethnicity, indeed all who have
been systematically disenfrancised and dehumanized under the once
ascendant "traditional values" of pre-Civil Rights America.
It's
no longer enough, if it ever was, to critique interlocking systems of
oppression without offering affirming alternatives of how society should
and can reconstitute itself. As we move into the inevitably more
demanding multilingual, multicultural environment--both nationally and
globally--of the next [ this ] century, our greatest task will be an
inversion of the commonly assumed equivalence between difference and
disunity. We must re-write this equation, demonstrating again and again
that unity does not require unanimity, that unity--that is, a sense of
social cohesion, of community--can and does derive from the expression,
comprehension, and active nurturing (and not merely tolerance or
fetishization) of difference.
This
is the new standard of civilized life that now demands our urgent
labor, a new world order, if you will, that subverts traditional
conceptions of social order: a standard which in effect subverts the
meaning of the word "standard" itself. For the new order must be
comprised of multiple standards: shifting, open-ended, dynamically
transforming, so as to engender ways of thinking and living that
privilege no one set of cultural differences over another but affirm
virtue in all.
This
perspective forms the key inspiration and overarching theme in
STANDARDS. Page after page eloquently testifies to the commitment of a
new generation of America's best and brightest to shaping a radically
redefined vision of our future, where old repressive dualisms of race,
class, sexuality, gender and nationality no longer reign--a future in
which not merely some but all of us are free to explore and express our
richest humanity.
Marlon Riggs,
Oakland, 1992,
MARLON
T. RIGGS was a producer, director, and writer, who graduated with
honors from Harvard in 1978, and received the MA from UC Berkeley, where
he later taught Documentary Film in the Graduate School of Journalism.
His films include Tongues Untied, the acclaimed account of Black gay
male life; and Ethnic Notions, for which he was awarded the Emmy. Mr.
Riggs' work has been published in the anthology Brother to Brother, as
well as in arts and literary magazines, including High Performance,
Black American Literature Forum, and Art Journal. A media activist, he
testified before the U.S. Senate, and wrote extensively on the issue of
censorship. Mr. Riggs was also on the policy committee of the national
PBS, and served on various other panels, including the National
Endowment for the Arts. Marlon T. Riggs died of AIDS-related
complications in 1994. We remember him with deepest respect and
admiration.
Riggs' final film, Black Is...Black Ain't, was shown across the nation, to much acclaim.
"Introduction to STANDARDS: V5N1" 漏 1992, 1995 by Marlon T. Riggs.
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The Sound of Silence,
By Disturbed ,
Hello darkness, my old friend.
I've come to talk with you again.
Because a vision softly creeping.
Left its seeds while I was sleeping.
And the vision that was planted in my brain.
Still remains.
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone.
Narrow streets of cobblestone.
'Neath the halo of a street lamp.
I turned my collar to the cold and damp.
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light.
That split the night.
And touched the sound of silence.
And in the naked light I saw.
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking.
People hearing without listening.
People writing songs that voices never share.
And no one dared.
Disturb the sound of silence.
Fools, said I, you do not know.
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you.
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words, like silent raindrops fell.
And echoed in the wells of silence.
And the people bowed and prayed.
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning.
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, the words of the prophets are written on the subway walls.
And tenement halls.
And whispered in the sounds of silence.
Year: 2015,
Written by: PAUL SIMON,
Lyrics 漏 Universal Music Publishing Group,
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind,
Disturbed
is an American rock band from Chicago, Illinois. The band formed in
1996 when musicians Dan Donegan, Steve "Fuzz" Kmak, and Mike Wengren
hired David Draiman as their singer. Since the band's formation, they
have sold over 13 million albums worldwide, making them one of the
largest grossing metal/rock bands in recent years. The band has released
five studio albums, four of which have consecutively debuted at
number-one on the Billboard 200. The band went into an indefinite hiatus
in October 2011.
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